Thursday, April 30, 2009

Cecil Taylor (3rd of 5)

Cecil Taylor (2nd of 5)

Cecil Taylor (1st of 5)

Cecil Taylor

Cecil Taylor / solo piano (1981)

Sekaa Jegog Yuskumara / Balinese gamelan music

The Black Crowes / Hard To Handle

"Bill Bifwinkle" / Vaseline Machine Gun

Leo Kottke / Medley

Fine Young Cannibals / She Drives Me Crazy

No Alibi

for Harriet, belatedly, on her birthday

Beauty is too quick for time, but that
Time carries with it - and upon our backs -
Our own decay and our realization
Of it, revelation, or bleak in body
And of poverty in spirit divine, the game
Is determination, not over-determination:
Are those things grains of rice, or just
A pile of nice icey lice? I mean by this
Only that a life can have many difficulties
Not one’s own, but that they can be
Recognized. Elm tree, oak tree, maple
Are all now of a certain green fire.
Growth is irrational as a being, because
It is always doing what is never ending.



[ 04.29.09 ]



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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Glenn Gould / Bach - BWV 828 - 7 - Gigue

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Breakfasts at The Institute

The blank smears of
Weather against glass

Are the full marks of
Assimilated art against

My eye, with some
Interpretation of color,

Form, declension (the eye
Moves, for heaven's sake!),

Even a squence of
Mutable names for those

Who need to legitimize
The history of it all.

The Diamond Sutra,
Or a single jar of Tibetan

Snow, the snow leopard,
Sexuality and sex:

From the spillage of
Whose blood do these forms

Arrive to our senses,
Imparted by the ordinal

"Non-person" of divinity
Who thus acts according to their

Heritable alienation?
Make it go, we say, who are

Victimized by the wide
Variety of perception available

Where everyone can see yourself
Blind, but you cannot see them,

And where everyone can see you,
But you are blind to yourself.



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Saturday, April 25, 2009

After Midnight

For that you be lost, I be, we
Two, in the interconnected

Pathways hidden from the sun
At Acco, the labyrinthine

Twists leading nowhere
Behind the Grand Bazaar

In Damascus, how anyway one does
Individuate a Self as the unmoving

Water in a river that keeps
Moving anyway. Past as

Parsed as passed again, or
You make your own stream

From your dying, that the faithfulness
Of Death comes to you as

Personal, and thus, is
Distinguished from as well as

In esteem of the common flow of
Persistently deceasing persons.

But that homelessness is a form
Of permeability as well as

Portability, no more than you can haul,
In Dorn's term, The Living Batch,

Then simply to get out of
Inclement weathers, or that I bring my

Inclemencies everywhere, in out of
The rain, condensation still

Reigns in my heart. But now it is
Night, and my dreams are

Added to the dreams of all these
Other children embodied now

As aging males the petals of whose
Orchids are beginning to go, as

The slightly bruised nectarines
Between their legs, as we all are

Buoyed against a subsistence economy of
Sex, fellatio and purloined

Cigarettes, that I feel the constant need
To separate mine from theirs,

The sanction from Jesus, with
Permission from the elided sense of

Mother. There is a sigh. Someone
Mumbles that it's two AM, and I know

My intent has never been to
Extinguish common fires, but to

Distinguish myself as simply "a room
Of my own" that I am totally willing

To share, in the ambiguous whispered
Dreams next to the windows'

Streetlit interrupting glare. I cannot
Sleep. To be gone mentally, is to

Neglect the (feeling) body. I've been
Fertilized by faithlessness.

Is there somewhere near, a Mother figure
Willing to screw herself gently with

A half-full glass of water, in plain
View in order to satisfy some aging boy's

Sense of desire, clarity and terror
As well as provide a semi-permanent

Slake for thirst? None of us
Really imagined this could ever be so.

I masturbate under cover in a roomful
Of blank and starving men.



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Robin Blaser / UC Berkeley

Joanne Kyger / UC Berkeley

Charles Olson NET film 2/2

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Amor Propre

after Marie-Madeleine de Lafayette

An immense and longing
Agitation, just like

The sea [La Rochefoucauld].
When used for self-

Manifestation, the lacunae
Thus created become

Doorways that let the fallen
Angels in, the whole

Shot, an ideal for which
An excuse can always be

Found, after the fact.
The sky, in fact, is colorless.

And eye-to-eye, conscious life
Always wants cuts upon itself.


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Jim

Gravity doesn't feint:
Lead is most usually dead.

Saturn pulls no punches:
Jupiter is the one who lies.

It used to be
Iron men and wooden ships,

Now everything is Jello,
Completely buoyant

And in which
Nothing is able to float.


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Monday, April 20, 2009

She Gived Him a Piece of Her Mind

[ All of The People ]

Our proprietary groceries

Our chattering minds

The Grand Interiors

Of our enormous cars

Ruled by the fiction of

All our beliefs, the factual

Possessions that tie us down

We fly away by shattering ourselves

Into pubic hair and speaking

In tongues, and recover

To find we are both ruler and ruled

In a world linguistically doomed


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[ Spice Route ]


"The spider thinks with its legs."
Mind is the Lesser Vehicle.

Catch, or door latch.

"Whatcha buildin'?

A three-legged stool?
A 24-carat diamond?
The Trojan Horse?"

There is language without intention
That requires, not religion,

But Faith.

So: What's the deal
With the Mulberry leaf?

Are we there, yet?


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Switch

Memory loss as lifetime
Or merely seasonal, related

Either and/or both to
Going heroin to speed,

Winter through spring
To summer, or is it

A semi-permanent result
Of electroshock therapy,

The "lightning" of Zeus become
The sickle Typhon used

To dismember Zeus'
Proprioceptive sinews

And hang them in a bearskin sack
In the subtle light

And shadows of the watery
Corycian Cave?

Whatever my red dress
And high-heeled sneakers

Can't tell or supplant, I can
For certain ell you this:

Heroin/speed probably
Will take the bulk of the blame,

Illegal and reviled as anyway
The habituation of the Great

Unwashed, whereas
Electroshock, perhaps thought

Less than good, is oresumed
An efficacious process whose side effects

We must endure, in order
To give ourselves the chance of

Getting better. Of course
No one is betting better.

Fortunately,
We've all forgotten this.


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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Ne Lector Ultra Littoras

The cosmic matter of
3:10 AM Tuesday "thought"

Is mortised as the confetti of
A bored and chewing mouse

In a two-star hotel, out near
The outbank of nothingness.

"You might be surprised
At the fun you'll have."

36 hours with no food.
Does the bus come out this far?


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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Dissemination

Testiment to history: On the middle segment of an ant barks a dog that carries on its spine a horse on whose back rides a miserable, starving goat.

The creator is
The cloud, an exhalation

Invisible, esoteric
As equally

The Manifested Creature
Through

The recital of divine names,
Written formulas of meditation,

And realization of
Divine qualities within

The human form
(The comprehension of disease,

"Conquering the conquering spirit."
Cabeza de Vaca (b. 1490

Returned to Cadiz in 1543
In chains, as Colombo had

In 1500. The mind
Bristling with acquisition

And "the City (Constantinople)
Surviving

Although each new attack lengthened
The odds of survival.

Both towers and mines
Had failed Mehmet thus the final

Direct assault, the fall of
The City into the hands of

Infidels calling other infidels
"Infidels," softened up

As Byzantine pointillism had been
By the Crusader hordes

Through Venice in 1204.
The fall was matched

By western defiance of
Standard Islamic law: The rise of

Giovann Bellini's ability "to conjure
Living, three-dimensional

Figures from flat paper,"
Superceding its mostly

Fascinated yet suspicious subjects.
As out of belief (libido), Hallaj

Was executed in Baghdad in 922
For the heresy of simply stating

"I am the Truth." Tarantino
In Istanbul is okay: Hell's Angels

In leather as armor and sign,
And their girls in leather as

Deconstructive desire,
Resolution and sex

In a virtiolic, nubile yet entirely
Venal Get the Money world:

"Eating the dogs seemed to give
Strength enough to go forward" [Cabeza],

But Macadams in Istanbul
Is better: A Pelesgian at home

In Crete or Arkadia, even
Beneath the Golden Dome at

Jesusalem, terrestrial, coiled
And clear as Ibn al-Arabi in Damascus

Locked
Through the minerals of inorganic

Nature (viral and divine)
To (human) spirits

Ecstatic with love.
War it was said by Herakleitos,

Is the father of all things.
My own father is recently deceased.


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Thursday, April 9, 2009

Al Green / Take Me To The River

The Scarf of the Crimson Rose: A Walking Tour

in, on and about the premises of Istanbul, 08 March 2009


[ Re: Mark ]

The Galata Tower is still
the Galata Tower

The Galata Bridge is
Still the Galata Bridge

For the years
the spine aches

Reverberant

The names
remain the same


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[ Andiamo ]


In along behind a walled courtyard
park and garden

just below Hagia Sophia

lush green grass, yellow tulips

and row upon row of what I take to be pansies

''pluck, statue, palm''
and tree upon tree upon tree

under thoughtless canopy of endless blue skies

the sentience, the sentiment

that you live where you are
that you determine its limits


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[ High and Deep ]


The wide, inverted
scooped-out interior dome of
Hagia Sophia

the well of souls

and half-a-kilometer away
its practicum

where the Bosphorus joins
The Golden Horn

right there at the crotch of it

the harbor is being dredged


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[ Of Flowers ]


There is no way
to gain access
to the communion

but through
a recession (of time
a recanting

of belief

(it is to the south we must go)

as sweet as with bees
to rank pollen

pre-gold to the unmade
bed


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[ Spur ]


The guard with the machine gun


all the time war


we go over the wall


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[ The Lights are Going Out All Over Town ]


To penetrate the circumvalem

impossible

it is (in) the limbic
system or citadel

its horizon

impassable

which the sun breaks
when it goes down:

the plausible deconstruction

the instant virgin

the implausibly shining night


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[ Fool's Gold ]


I was spored from space
without the benefit of time

(although time has taken
its time, and toll:

a tourist in her own country:

pine planks stacked
against a grey tile wall


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[ Echo ]


Style is everything

There is no nativity

but the memory of

the honor of

the present

regard of it


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[ B Movie ]

The edifice
will always be there:

I came to look at
the tourists.

The fleas are active.
The dog is asleep.


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[ Nimbus ]


The park that was

Two hours ago

Completely deserted

Now screams with ancient children


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[ Mantlepiece ]

The bridge, the ferries,
The fish sandwich and necessary

Cargo transit. Blue water,
Blue sky and birds

With rows of buildings
Circumventing everything:

A marble pillar with
Nothing on top. Just

Give me the endless flow.
You can keep the water.


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[ The Bridge ]

Ikaros fell
But Phaedros leaped:

Medusan rage
Plumbs the silence

But not the depths.
We must be buoyed

By something
Unknown.


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[ The Word ]

Red is the color
The darkness within

Imagines itself to be
When feeling is

Inverted to
Thought, and thought

Goes blank in favor of
Perception. The rose

Finds its capacity
By opening its limitations


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[ Afterword ]


The merry-go-round
the jewel-encrypted rocking horse

Muybridge

Cheval Pave Ou

the carboniferous testimony of
geopolitical and geothermal movement

and Troy

the Greek syntax of
its brokenness:

first the Phoenix

then the ash

and only thereafter

the final Parthenon

::

(17 Novemer 1973 - 5 February 1984
''under the sign of the donkey''

George Papadopoulos

paralogia, alogos
interlocked

and each without end)


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[ Unsolved: before the Afterword ]
for Edward Dorn

Igitur descends the crypt
star by star

to forgive
the vacant with more vacancy

Zone of total
rupture

where God wears
for a masque

the hand-over-hand
predictum

of the absolution
of chance


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[ Interlude ]


Cranes continue to nest

In the bare treetops


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[ Aftermath ]

1

The skeptic
is a kleptomaniac
in reverse:

she vomits up
randonee

for the purpose of
examining

the detour
in the contour

of its forms


2

Absence as necessity
''the voice of a whirlwind''

in a world that
has a place

but as yet
has taken no shape

The Spirit of the Age
with neither

Deism or Theism
applied

wherever and whenever
the horse begins to rise


3

But
a rose
become
a horse?

It's all about
the source

of sweat


4

Enlightenment

is simple

unburdening


5

Save the honor

of the name



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[ An explication of "rose" and "horse" and related other things: A letter to Jenny Dorn:

Jennifer,
Thanks for your kind remarks about my Istanbul walking tour poem.

I too was wondering about the relationship between Rose and Horse. Since the poem begins and ends with a concern for Naming, I think now to mention that in arabic, "wird" is the word for Rose, and an almost exact homologue, "ward" is the name of a particular Sufi spiritual practice. Sufi masters have been thought over the years to be able to "mentally" put ripples across the surface of a bowl of water, such that they eventually resemble the unfolding of a rose.

When I think of "unfolding" I think of Blaser's sense from I don't remember who of the Greek word "depli" for which there is no exact translation, but the sense of "unfolding the fold" was thought appropriate if slightly inexact. And in this, I am also reminded of the story of Mozart at a dinner party, almost mindlessly and habitually folding, unfolding and refolding his napkin in endless variations.

The Rose of course has the inherited tradition of romance from the Near- and Middle East as far as Pakistan, and from the Troubadours, for whom "unfolding" was as TROBAR - finding the placement of fingers on the neck of the lute to sound the appropriate note - to hear their own exacting residue in language: This would be NOMOS, not exactly "law" but something more resembling "tradition" or the "profoundy common" which in the case of the Rose would equally be a profound commitment to beauty.

The making.

Unfolding the folds . . . and refolding them. Or how that transfer of value as creation is always the local effort of embodied sense, given over to Otherness, the completed Work.

Anyway, what about the horse? Irby has it that horse=ship=church to which we might add = tree. Jack Clarke defined poiesis as "the first sound realized in a church forever." Like the Sufic "ripples" this turbulence has a spiritual and cultural significance as an effort toward keeping love active in both heart and mind . . . and gut - the rock on which Jesus told Peter to build his church.

Ships are buoyed by the turbulence they create. And it is interesting to note that the ancient Hittites in battle released mares in heat toward the stallions of their opponents in order to create turbulence and real chaos. The "disorder" of all this folding and unfolding - this "first sound realized" - is obviously and equally an order - an intervention: To keep the creeps from cuttin' off the engine in mid-stride or stroke.

And that's the point, I think. Poetry is "a rocking horse" a la Muybridge, who, in wont of showing motion in a medium in which this were not yet possible, did it in a way that kept his photographic sequences co-tengent with the "horses" of the Real - their movements, or our own human gestures, etc. Or, proprioception, in a word, Which is a way of seeing, not just one's simply "doing" but after Jane Ellen Harrison, what one"s "doing" is DOING. Aesthetics. Or a reprisal against any "still life"".

The "horse" I think is a representation of local effort. Did I already say that Odin's agent of transmission between heaven and earth was the Yggdrasil, the sacred "tree" also called "the horse of Odin"? Well,

this of course has sexual overtones, as the endless "fluencies" of both rose-folds (in pattern) and horse flanks and withers in motion share an analogous complexity. Or complicity. "Fluid exchange" is really just the transformation that is quite like that of the "saltiness" of the literal body being transformed into the "fresh water" of neurological potential.

When Muhammad ascended to heaven from that modest, black-domed mosque in Jesusalem adjacent to the golden Dome of the Rock, every drop of his sweat "turned into a rose."

Horse and human sweat and effort. Beauty takeas real effort to "ride" until completion. "Save the honor of the name" indeed.

Okay. Enough, already.

I am just last midnight back from Istanbul, and had the pleasure of sitting next a Kurd on his way back from visiting his mother in Irbid (northern Iraq) so I learned much in the 11 hour flight. Kurdish sounds Farsi sounds Urdu sounds Sanskrit. Kurds are not arabs. Bread is not pasta. But sauce remains sauce.

[ . . . ]

Best wishes,
Stephen ]


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Tuesday, April 7, 2009

The Door

to the memory of Vasco di Gama

In the Oriental Theater
Always be sure. A cryptic

Note, slipped between
Velvet cushions. Someone has

Peed under the bed. Flies
Become bees make

Honey. A dollar is enough, if
It is direct and unrepentent.

Flowers flow from flowers,
And in water, water is.


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Monday, April 6, 2009

Paper, Scissors, Rock

Harmony was the name of Charles Ives' wife.

A black sun, black crows
As rays of light, their wings

For sheaves of wheat,
The cursive shadows of our

Days. Paradise is
A matter of three things:

Mining, decapitation,
And the prow of a ship through

Calm head waters. Wet,
Green grass grows out of

The blackened neck, blue
Flowers out of torper, while

The missing head sings from
The distance, of the distance between

Here and formerly. Nature
Becomes novel, as among the unorthodox

Orthodoxy is the most unorthodox
Practice of them all. Reactivity,

Or it matters little where you
Start, just that you do, eventuate

Some distinguished sense of
Difference between you and You.

The rise happens, where one yields
But to what, is the difference

Worth unlearning. The beat
Is what we write by. The blood

That carries and is carried by it is
Of little consequence. Learn to expire,

Yet leave nothing extinguished.
Death is a long, slow burn

Like learning what your sexuality is
For. Eighty-eight keys on a

Piano. And of the enharmonic spaces
Thus misrepresented? A flame instantly

Resembles every letter of the alphabet,
But in no predetermined sequence

And with the throb of umbilical
Matter, cornered in between

All in which there can be
No corners, no edge, no rectitude.


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Sunday, April 5, 2009

Charles Olson NET film 1/2

Charles Olson reads 'The Librarian' (Mar 1966)

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Wheelwright

I've run off
Into the sun:

Look for me
After it's gone down.










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Tight Corners

Incandescent babes dress up
For each other, for mutual

Affection and display. Forms of
Subliminal desperation, Oh

You know how knowing that
The Other will exhaust one even as

It expires within that wide
Confinement makes one rise to

Each occasion of desire. Laughter
And prayer can never extend beyond

The ferociousness of these
Aesthetical duchii, these couplets

Of arms, legs and eyes. The human
Spirit hates to live alone

And cannot love without its object,
Despite the weak antithesis to

This being overwhelmed, and thus
Being exiled from the exact occasion

That ignites the communion of
Style, soul, heart and mind

Each to each and all together, taken
As one vital breach. To feel

Largesse provides the means
To piece together all that is shattered

In receiving that which is more
Extensive than ourselves, yet to aim

For anything so small and cunning
As a ''target'' brings intent into

A narrow alignment that crushes
All that would otherwise get to be

Free from that regard for others
That is more than we can hack.


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Wednesday, April 1, 2009

A Rainbow in Proper Phase

At night, when I come to thee
In dream, pails of pure sweat

Pour down from the sky, and I
Awake to your temporal visage,

A perfect face, radiant light
And celebratory words parading

Somewhere between the House
Of Commons and the House of Lords.

Dawn dissolves the dark into
The manners of the morning's softness,

Whose eggs are always whose. Bliss
And Soleil charge about the floors,

Their bodies like happy little
Sneers of gold, as delirious as

The juice of metaphysics that raves
Behind my eyes. Clouds pass

Overhead, as the wetness of
My body drives deeper down into

The wetness of my body to do its
Mortal work. The universe

Charges on ahead as well,
Incremental to the cipher of some

Anonymous human mind. You
Gotta have words, baby, or you'll

End up with an edema, perfect
Starburst over solemn horizon,

The last roundup, the final
Rendevouz. Leave

Your dictionary at home. You can do
No better than children

Laughing at the windowsill.
Willie and the Hand Jive and coffee and I am

On the road again. Self-disgust
Is the first step toward enlightenment.

The natural hillocks in your trousers
Make me flip, and I forget

About everything I always thought
I wanted to forget, the perfect

Couple, a single thin nerve
Running down the center of The Life:

One wing for you, and one for me.
Angels are all in combination.

In the heart, sunlight is dark
Gold, as diamond come from coal,

Burns as it refracts, absorbs
As it gives itself away. I know

It is wise to be more practical, but
In me, love is the first to come

And always the last to leave.
It is the season of the monsoon

And I am just a humble monk
Wıth a leaky umbrella. One fire,

One desire. Someday the world
Will run on perfume, hands and music.


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